He is enough!

God is big enough. God is strong enough. God is graceful enough, forgiving enough--for anything we face.

but somewhere in our little tiny grasshopper hearts we think we are big enough. we think others are strong enough. we don't need His grace or His forgiveness. we are doing "fine". fine is such a lackluster word to use to describe this life. do i really want to be fine? or do i want to be amazing! do i want to be as high as the eagles in flight and as beautiful as the sunset on the ocean? He holds the keys to a life that looks like that. but it also looks like a long hard trek, a narrow road to get there, but when you are there--He holds you. and that is enough.

He is big enough. He is strong enough--graceful enough, forgiving enough. and that--all the sudden, is enough. enough to make today look like the best day ever! enough to make tomorrow a breeze. enough to make life look like a symphony of amazing/horrible/shocking events all keeping perfect time, in order to make a beautiful noise to lift to Him.

when He is all that matters everything else looks dim. i know that pain causes this kind of eternal vision just for a moment in time. i am enjoying my moment in the Father's arms and don't wanna go anywhere soon. i know i probably will. but i don't wanna hear about it. don't warn me about it or really even talk about it. i'm on a honeymoon of sorts:) who tells a newlywed--"you just wait, troubles are coming your way..."? deep in my heart--i know. but just let me have this. this blissful moment with my Father.

He is carrying me--and right now i don't care where He takes me--and it feels so FREE.